To and fro my footsteps roam, upon the miles of white, fluorescent aisle – vast, void, verigated, vexing wanderings. Where to next? Weaving textiles. Fiber miles spin, spun into nothingness. A paywall of digital footprint. Add to cart.
This winter, it’s wildly beautiful with it’s near constant snow accumulation (uncommon for where I live) and icy drops in temperature where we spent a month or so below 32 Fahrenheit. These rhythms of snow, ice, and cold fronts entering the atmosphere on a Friday and lasting all weekend led to many weeks of waiting, being still, escaping to my Stardew Valley farm. Waiting for the winter to pass, knitting away my boredom.
We made a balloon arch for my birthday, a Brooklyn 99 high honor, and I decorated the living room with Stardew Valley garlands, making the time lost to snow and ice marked with something to remember.
In this waiting, I’ve had unwelcome house guest of Winter, the lingering cold. I had a troubling cold over Christmas, with sinus pain that kept me awake through the night. I thought it was gone as we entered January but I realize now the cold retreated but hovered in the shadows throughout the long mid-winter until Valentine’s Day when it re-animated and gave me some of the worst congestion, ear-aches, and sinus pain I can remember. I couldn’t lay down without the sinus pressure pain building, I couldn’t sleep. I felt miserable.
I think the hardest part of feeling sick is the mental part. The patience to do nothing, and let go of the goals in your mind. It’s boring! There was a few days of utter boredom. Knitting felt like too much, taking naps would trigger the sinus pain, and I remember feeling useless, empty, and void of joy.
I felt deeply frustrated. Why was I going through a second round of this? Why is this happening to the point that I can’t write, or work on my projects, I can’t even keep up with my share of the housework. How long until I feel normal again?
When we lack health, it is the only thing we crave. It truly is more valuable than money. As I go further into adulthood, I growing in appreciation for the little things like health, a boring day where you feel great, and you tend to forget this feeling looking back on it. It blends with the others, but those ordinary moments are what give us such rich life.
Like those mild days of the year, those 60s or low 70s and sunny days, they blur in the background of the weather extremes, but really those days were probably the most mood boosting of the year.
One of the few things that gave me joy during that week of sickness was BBC’s Pride and Prejudice 1995.
It was my first watch. I’ve read the book and watched the 2005 version, but this series had escaped me. I think I put it off because I though it was a hipster scheme. How could this one be so much better than the 2005 movie? With its soundtrack and cinematography? The hype was real, it’s spectacular.
It’s a series I could watch again, and again, for those nature shots and the beautiful furniture. The costumes are true regency in design, compared to the 2005 version. Each character is flushed out like book and it is simply a treasure. 😍
February and January to be honest have been a challenge for me creatively. I haven’t known what to write about without it sounding like I am complaining. There is a lot of crap going in the world and it’s been a struggle for me to keep my eyes fixed on the good.
When I’m in this mood, like I was during our house buying process in May 2024, I struggled to write on here as well. I didn’t want to complain and also didn’t feel inspired because of the distractions. And so, time passes.
In this time I’ve been listening, reflecting. I’ve been enamored by the latest Bible Project series. I’ve been waiting for the final blow for Joann’s which happened. I’ve been researching new sources of yarn and fabric, keeping my eyes and ears open for new brands to fill the void.
I started reading again – beginning with an attempt to re-read Crime and Punishment which I shelved for now after Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov‘s long rant in the bar. I was feeling too sick at that point to envelope myself in that misery and pivotted to Six Crimson Cranes by Elizabeth Lim.
I have filled my days with the soundtrack of Aespa, Stray Kids, and Red Velvet. We even started a new K-drama, Crash Landing on You, which I’d like to write about along with Business Proposal and Extraordinary Attorney Woo.
We’re re-watching Only Murders in the Building and laughing our way through Impractical Jokers. All the while I’ve been working on several knitting WIPs that I look forward to sharing! Along with a Mia update, she is one happy bun, and has become a cuddly little friend who desires our company. My heart is full. 🥰
I hope wherever you are in the world, you are feeling healthy, loved and know how much I appreciate you, reader, who spend time with me here. I wish you a lovely weekend!
Last September, I felt this aching in my creative heart to make what I didn’t make well the first go around. A project that some would say was insane to attempt as a beginner because of the difficult nature of velvet and the frustration that is sewing with stretch fabric. The dress pictured below was my first wearable garment. I saw the same purple stretch fabric on sale for Halloween at my local Joann’s and my heart skipped a beat. It still exists – I could try again!
You see the first dress I made was constructed so poorly that I ended up cutting it down into a skirt because I was embarrassed to continue wearing it out. After all, the bodice was bunching up and gathered strangely in the back. I lacked the confidence to keep going and try to alter the dress for success. I see now that it would have been an easy make to take out the gathers and bunches of fabric for clean seams, but that kind of thought came with trial and error. I needed a bit more experience and patience to make it right, and at the time in 2020, my younger self was not willing to wait.
But what if I am living in the past? My mind thought, maybe I should let it be and let the dress be a learning experience. I put the purple velvet down and left it, it was not on sale, it would be a sizeable impulse purchase at 15.99 a yard for 4 yards. I can’t justify 60 USD for a passing whim, that would be a poor use of money. So I left the daydream and moved on. Still thinking about that fabric. Another few weeks passed, finding myself in my local Joann’s again. It was my favorite place to explore. I went to the shopping plaza over the weekend where Joann’s remains live boarded up with the lights still on. It was eerie. I found myself thinking about what was blocked off inside? Was the fabric slumbering in the bolts, waiting to be made into something new? Would the yarn ever find a home in a fiber artist’s hands? It felt like a mistake, a bad dream, but it was not. It is over and now it is just a memory.
Anyway, on the second trip to Joann’s during the Halloween sales, I found my purple beloved. The bolt was still full, now marked down to 7 USD a yard. But this time I couldn’t get the project out of my mind. I’m glad I did give in to the creative urge or this project would be left without an ending. At the time, I had no idea Joann’s was going to go under. I thought I had plenty of time to remake this when in reality the window was closing. As I worked on this dress in 2025, I followed Joann’s story with frustration and weight of expectation. This remake is the final try, for this fabric I will never find again.
I made a different dress from the original and that surprised me. I believed going into the remake project that I would duplicate the same dress but with better technique. Instead, it was a project of feel. This time, I had a dress form I could drape the garment on. I had fabric clips with securely held the the slippery fabric together while on the dress form or for a quick test of fit on my own form. This time I understood proportion and where this dress would fit into my wardrobe instead of making a dress that only went with my moto jacket. I reinforced the shoulders and was thoughtful about my stitching, to make the garment strong. I added darts to pull the dress in where it was fitting baggy instead of leaving it like a velvet sack.
It became something new and I am okay with that. None of us are the same as we were years ago, we grow and evolve with every passing year. Making a dress for now, with the spirit and the fabric of my first garment, but with a new neckline and a new fit I think is an inevitability of learning and growth. I had the patience this time to try on the dress, mark what was not fitting right, and go back to work until it was correct. That was not something I was willing to do when I started, because it was all so new and confusing, but with time and practice, those new concepts became a familiar old friend. Like this tan carpet. It wasn’t until I looked at the 2020 mirror photo and the 2025 mirror photo that I saw it. The carpet in the house we bought looks just like the carpet in our apartment in Meadville. How random is that?
I have one more section of the purple velvet left over that I plan to make something with, possibly a mini dress, a blouse, or maybe a jacket. I think knowing this fabric is a relic now, makes me feel unwilling to finish this scrap project, because once it is done. I’m going to feel like my time experimenting with fabric from my first craft store is done. A chapter of my sewing life is over, and I hate saying goodbye. I’m a sentimental person. When things end, I take it hard. I dwell on the loss and muse on it. It might be unhealthy. It certainly makes life harder as a person who wants to keep things alive that are gone, it’s why I think I was drawn to study history in college.
As I keep making things, some of these projects become an archive of crafting past. What are some things in your own life that have moved from the present to part of your past? Does it surprise you to consider these things as your history instead of your current story? Thank you, reader, for joining me again down this sewing memory lane. I hope you have a wonderful day!
The start of September feels like the start of the Gilmore Girls season. Probably because it used to start airing around this time of the year, but also the show follows a seasonal structure. Usually beginning before or during the school year as Rory embarks on her next academic chapter. A key aspect of Lorelai and Rory’s life is the Friday Night Dinners at Richard and Emily’s house, every week. Emily and Richard, being rather formal people, expect a dress code for their family dinners being formal. It reminds me a bit of dressing up for church as a kid.
There is also a silhouette to the outfits each of the Gilmore Girls wear. They wear a lot of dresses with small cardigans over top, but they also pair fitted blouses with a knee length skirt, usually flared for Rory or a pencil skirt for Lorelai. Rory dresses with a more demure style, that reflects her academic personality where as Lorelai is a bit bold with her patterns, textiles, and colors. It matches her personality of being independent and need to separate her life from her parents’ world.
I thought this combination married both the silhouette of Rory’s style with the bold and playful textiles of Lorelai’s personal style. The blazer is not a Potato Technology piece, I ordered it from YesStyle, but the bustier top and skirt are my own designs. The Floral Print Grafitti Bustier Tank, I designed in 2023 from 1/2 a yard of fabric. This piece was draped and cut on the form. I wish I had known about making craft paper patterns at the time because it’s going to be a challenge to reproduce. The Expressions and Lines Skirt is a new design from this summer. It is a satin graphic print that for the first time, I was able to cut out the pattern directionally without any mishaps! I’m so pleased. 😀
I think the combination of pieces look a bit 2000s, mid 2000s for sure, and capture the essence of the time period. The blend of Lorelai and Rory’s style is a reflection of how I consume the show now. Which character I relate to is a blend as I get closer to Lorelai’s age when the show begins instead of Rory’s age, which is so weird to realize. I’ve truly grown up with this story, being just 12 when I first watched it. Lorelai’s story finds me more each time I watch it.
In my post about summer knitting plans, I featured a lovely blueberry speckle cotton yarn. I expressed interest in making this yarn into a t-shirt. Initially, my goal was to knit a long-sleeved tee but as time went on and I started getting into knitting podcasts, I realized that knit t-shirts are truly adorable – and versatile! I pivoted and I am absolutely thrilled with the result!
This was my first time making knitwear for the summer and it unlocked a whole new world of design possibilities. For this project, I self-drafted my pattern, which consisted of four pieces. Two body pieces with a shaped neckline and two sleeves that were all sewn together afterward. I used size 6 US needles and used 7ish out of 10 skeins of 108 yards. A grand total of 756ish yards were needed to complete this project.
Going into June, after being in a yarn stash busting low-buy for the first half of 2024, I knew I wanted to break away from the acrylic in my stash and go for something lighter. In preparation, I watched a summer yarn review from NE Knits (I recommend her channel) to get a lay of the land for these lighter yarn and the best projects in her opinion to make with them.
Now if you look at my summer pickups below, they don’t really match what I thought I would buy based on her review. I gleaned a ton of fiber knowledge from her video that I plan to apply to future purchases (and one I already did from Knit Picks) to try silk, linen, and bamboo yarn.
As far as what I am actually working on this summer, these were capricious finds from the sale and clearance bins, as well as one destashed lot from my mom. Going into these purchases, I knew what to expect from some because of NE Knits review which helped me lower my expectations of one brand that has led to me being pleasantly surprised. It also helped me get in a good mindset for shopping so that I browsed with intention instead of reckless abandon. Let’s get into it!
Based on the online reviews, Big Twist Cotton is not a fan favorite, which is probably why these balls of cotton yarn were marked down to $0.97/107 yard skeins. This blend of 85% cotton and 15% polyester in composition is delightfully soft and easy to knit up. I instantly felt in love with the dye work on this yarn. It looks like blueberry ice cream! There were 10 balls of yarn left at my local store so I gathered the lot in hopes of making a long sleeve knit tee. The label calls for 11 balls to make a sweater so I hope it pans out because this project is stitching together so well! The fabric it makes feels cozy, breathable and like a garment I will enjoy wearing in multiple seasons.
I’m currently 6 skeins into the project, wrapping up the back panel. I’m about to split for the neck and shoulder pieces. Next I’ll split the remaining 4 balls of yarn between two sleeves and sew up. I’m knitting on size 6 needles.
This set of yarn was an unexpected plan, but was graciously given to me by mom from her de-stashing project we worked on over the fourth of July weekend. It is a yarn that I was familiar with but as a knitting novice, I didn’t understand how to use at the time. It has a blend of colors that somewhat stripe and somewhat cluster throughout the stitches to make a knit fabric that resembles a meadow or hillside dotted in flowers.
Instead of calling this color way “chai latte” I prefer ‘seashell’ for its subtle variations of creams, a soft peach, and a purple-gray that is reminiscent of the variety of seashell colors you find washed up on the sand. I get distracted as I knit, looking at how the colors deposit across the rows. It’s a beautiful play on highlight and shadows.
I am currently knitting a cardigan, unless I change my mind to a sleeveless sweater dress, time will tell. I enjoy the weight of the yarn, the only thing I don’t enjoy is how the strands split whilst knitting them. It’s caused me to drop stitches and have some messy yarn work. In spite of that it is comfy, cozy, and a lovely yarn to behold. I have 5 balls of 392 yards that is a wonderful amount of yarn to be gifted. I’m knitting on size 7 needles.
This yarn is vibrant and exciting – I can’t wait to get started on this project. It was on the same sale as Blueberry Speckle and is the same composition and yardage. I bought 12 balls of yarn for 1274 yards in total. I am planning to make a garment, probably a knit shirt because I’d like to knit more basics. If not a shirt a very short sleeveless sweater dress. This colorway combines my favorite shades and looks like salt water taffy. It was a win-win of a find!
This kind of blend I have been wanting to try again since I bought a blend like this as my first knitting project after a 5 year knitting hiatus. I ended up leaving the project as a UFO (unfinished object) and I regret that decision. I’m excited to see what comes of this multi-color blend and how I will style it once its done. I plan to knit my garment on size 6 needles.
This was my first yarn purchase of the summer, a pick up during a big week, the week of our closing and this was definitely a stress purchase. I was wanting a new project to distract myself with and I’d say I got what I paid for. This yarn is not my favorite. It dyed the ends of my bamboo needles. I have actually taken my first project off the needles and put it back in my stash because I was so frustrated.
This was on sale for $1.99 per 120 yard skein and I bought 8 balls. I’m not certain what I’m going to make with it because of the dye transfer issue. I had originally thought of a knit top. I’ve also brainstormed a skirt, a bag, and wash clothes, but again the dye transfer. Will it stop after the first wash? I’ll have to try and find out.
Overall, I was dissatisfied with my experience with Michael’s this time. They did not give me the remnant price for the end of the bolt I purchased and their yarn seems subpar to Joann Fabrics and Walmart. It was also more expensive for both yarn and fabric with the fabric being but not fantastic. I think I’ll stick to Michael’s art supplies next time.
This delicate yarn was an unexpected sale find with a yarn weight more like a fingering yarn for socks. It was an exciting and affordable way to plan a delicate project while seeing the yarn in person. I love this shade of blue and think a cardigan would be a great piece to make from this yarn. It’s lightweight and natural fiber should allow this finished garment to used almost 12 months a year. It seems gimmicky when I see clothing brands put out a yarn collection, but these skeins of “adventurer cotton” felt like good quality that I would purchase without the fancy label.
I haven’t worked with this yarn yet but plan to knit this with size 5 needles or possibly smaller if needed. I don’t want an open weave. I bought 6 skeins with 344 yards per ball in fingering weight yarn. If I like this yarn I think fingering weight will be a permanent fixture in my stash because I have plans to learn sock making.
Now, this can’t be a complete review because I haven’t worked with all the yarns I purchased yet, but I do have some takeaways from this experience. I highly recommend watching yarn reviews. Not because you have to take their word as law, but it was great inspiration. It helped me go into this season of knitting with ideas of what I wanted to look at. I went into the yarn store with a plan and took the time to read fiber content, examine the yarn weight and needle size, and to be particular about what I was buying.
My original plan without the clearance finds, was to buy Coboo instead of Truboo based on NE Knits suggestion of how the yarn knitted up. I took the time to look at each version and decided that Truboo also seemed like a better yarn for my needs. If it had been on sale I would have purchased but the price compared to some of the other finds did not make sense at the time.
I bought a yarn that was not reviewed well by customers because of the under $1 price per skein and because I wanted more time to practice with cotton yarn. That made sense to me before I splurge on a Coboo, a Truboo, and eventually a mulberry silk or linen for summer. More experience was my tipping point. So far I haven’t found the Big Twist Cotton to split like the reviews said, I hope this stays true for the rest of my projects.
This was the most organized I’ve been for a knitting shopping trip and a knitting season of project planning. I liked having a plan for each project, as silly as that sounds because I don’t believe I over bought which is important to me since the storage in my new studio is tricky at the moment. I don’t want to be overrun with materials. If you are a knitter or crocheter I hope this mini-review is helpful for your future projects, or that you just enjoyed the yarn content. If you are not a yarn junkie I hope this was still fun, I appreciate you being here and taking the time to read my blog. Have a wonderful day ❤
One Rabbit Riot 